All that I'm living for, Evanescence.

All that I'm living for 
All that I'm dying for 
All that I can't ignore alone at night 

I can feel the night beginning 
Separate me from the living 
Understanding me 
After all I've seen 
Piecing every thought together
Find the words to make me better 
If I only knew how to pull myself apart 

All that I'm living for 
All that I'm dying for 
All that I can't ignore alone at night 
All that I'm wanted for 
Although I wanted more 
Lock the last open door- my ghosts are gaining on me 

I believe that dreams are sacred 
Take my darkest fears and play them 
Like a lullaby 
Like a reason why 
Like a play of my obsessions 
Make me understand the lesson
So I'll find myself
So I wont be lost again 

All that I'm living for 
All that I'm dying for 
All that I can't ignore alone at night 
All that I'm wanted for 
Although I wanted more 
Lock the last open door- my ghosts are gaining on me 

Guess I thought I'd have to change the world 
To make you see me 
To be the one 
I could have run forever 
But how far would I have come
Without mourning your love ? 

All that I'm living for 
All that I'm dying for 
All that I can't ignore alone at night 
All that I'm wanted for 
Although I wanted more 
Lock the last open door- my ghosts are gaining on me 

Should it hurt to love you ? 
Should I feel like I do ? 
Should I lock the last open door- 
My ghosts are gaining on me.